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Paper Girl

by annA rydeR

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    With 16-page booklet in jewel case. Cartoons by annA and graphic design by Mick Toole.

    Studio album released in 2004 on annA’s label RowdyMusic. 14 songs with annA playing piano, guitars, French horns, trumpets, Anklung, Electric harmonium & stylophone. Memorable and exceptional songs beautifully recorded.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Paper Girl via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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1.
My sister married a gay alcoholic Why she did it was because she was so young They had a house with a 69 upon it There was no way she ever had that kind of fun He attached himself when she was nearly 16 She had no sense of her own physical charm She thought he was a typical human being Had no idea he could do her so much harm YOU CAN’T UNDO WHAT’S DONE BUT YOU CAN GET OUT WHILE YOU’RE STILL YOUNG YOU CAN’T HIDE BUT YOU SURE CAN RUN His favourite drink was a triple gin and tonic She thought this normal behaviour for a man His favourite style was sarcastic and ironic Never had a conversation she could fully understand Apparently he worshipped the ground she walked on Never saw him give her a lover’s kiss Dripped with education from the blackboard he chalked on Not my sister’s idea of wedded bliss YOU CAN’T ... Still going strong, still going strong My sister wanted to be a famous singer Now all she wants is a settled home She walked away from her empty-bottle-slinger After 14 years of living with him alone She’s always been a musician, she’s been seen on the stage A new man - see the two kissing She’s happier than she’s been at any age YOU CAN’T ... Still going strong…
2.
Paper Girl 05:22
On the road to Farley Green Heavy the papers I deliver Have to collect the money today October wind makes me shiver Leaves on the ground like a puzzle Ready to be put together And I wish my bag was a bag full of leaves I would give them all to the weather BUT I’M JUST A PAPER GIRL I’M JUST A PAPER GIRL Some of the houses are rich in taste With many possessions inside Statues of lions upon the gate And two or three cars in the drive Some of the houses belong to the earth With roses around the door And I wish my bag was a bag full of petals I wouldn’t mind carrying more BUT I AM JUST A PAPER GIRL I COULD BLOW AWAY I COULD BLOW AWAY I COULD BLOW AWAY I AM JUST A PAPER GIRL I COULD BLOW AWAY I’M JUST A PAPER GIRL A deer springs into my path Startled he freezes a moment Eye to eye we breathe the same air Seeming the time to be stolen Then he’s gone, and I move on But never the moment undone And I wish my bag was a bag full of time I would give it all to someone BUT I AM JUST A PAPER GIRL I COULD BLOW AWAY… The rain begins, I pull up my hood I won’t be done til it’s dark I am alone with this world of mine It seems to set me apart Knock on doors – deliver and collect Some speak to me kindly And I wish my bag was a bag full of smiles I would leave a trail for you to find me BUT I’M JUST A PAPER GIRL YES I’M JUST A PAPER GIRL…
3.
My name it is secret, my name it is joy My name it is silence, I’m saving it all for the boy Your name it is everyone’s, your name it is love Your name it is music and it fits my hand like a glove Your eyes they are golden and my eyes they are blue You say they are beautiful and I think yours are too My words are useless except when they’re in a song Your words are wonderful, you know just where they all come from I AM STILL A LEARNER LIVING MY LIFE ON SOME BACK BURNER BUT YOU TURNED MY HEAT UP BABY YES YOU REALLY TURNED ME ON I CAN THINK OF NOTHING MORE FINE THAN TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH THIS BOY OF MINE HE CAN COME AROUND ANYTIME – HE CAN COME ALONG Your hands they are gentle, your hands they are strong My hands are all skin and bone but my fingers know how to make a song Your voice is the wing of a bird and it makes me cry My voice is a voice unheard but everybody sees it fly I AM STILL…. Do- do do do do… My heart it is clockwork, my heart it is flames My heart it is melting ice like all my many names Your heart is a story – your heart is in your hand Your heart is a bowl of tears But it’s the heart of a boy in the heart of a man I AM STILL…
4.
Oh no, it’s me – travelling from A to B Wasn’t expecting to have to carry my own suitcases Oh yes, oh you can guess – I tried to take it all with me Hardly any of it ever gets used It only makes me confused Aren’t you confused I’M GONNA LAY MY BURDEN DOWN AND TAKE OFF FROM THE GROUND GONNA LAY MY BURDEN DOWN IT’S EASY Maybe, I should’ve thought about it It’s not like me to get caught out Now I’m weighed down with all this stuff As if the state I’m in is not enough I’m through Aren’t you Oh no, it’s me again – struggerling from A to B again How can I carry on, I really am not that strong It’s about time, it’s about time, it’s about time – that I LAY MY BURDEN DOWN AND TAKE OFF FROM THE GROUND GONNA LAY MY BURDEN DOWN IT’S EASY SO EASY….
5.
Like a bee in a watering can To flee from a faltering man Like the sea caught in the sand Like me with my daughter in hand You see, I’ve been taught to make a stand We were free but we fought and we ran We drew the short straw in the plan I’m beginning to understand AND I WONDER IF I’M READY, READY, READY I WONDER IF I’M READY TO LOVE I WONDER IF I’M READY, READY, READY I WONDER IF I’M READY TO LOVE Throw away the key to the door and be damned Send a sheep to slaughter the lambs I tried to leave before it began Me with my daughter in hand The fishes were sleeping in salt as we swam In their sea, and we pulled them in as we sang I believe that there’s more to it than Thwarting the seed that sought for the land I’m beginning to understand AND I WONDER IF ….
6.
Don’t let the hours just slip away Live every moment that you’ve got Don’t let the years pass you by Because they’ll never come again So don’t look back cos it’s no use To think of all the things you’ve done Some were right and some were wrong But now another day’s begun DANCE WITH ME LET THE MUSIC TAKE YOU ROUND DANCE WITH ME DANCE WITH ME FORGET YOUR FEET ARE ON THE GROUND I want to hold you in my arms And kiss you once and kiss you twice I know you’ll want to kiss me back Because I’ve seen it in your eyes DANCE WITH ME… And let me fall into your arms And kiss me once and kiss me twice You know I’ll want to kiss you back Because you’ve seen it in my eyes
7.
Your optimistic legs walk on a mind’s-eye stage Your gullible arms reach out to crowds at your door Your naïve fingers touch a make-believe guitar And your wishful ears hear a million voices roar More, more, more… Your eager lips slip and your keen smile smiles Your confident shoulders can hold out for miles And your sure-footed heart on your light-hearted feet And your hopeful eyes make the people look so sweet And they shout more, more, more… AND YOU’RE READY AND YOU’RE WILLING AND YOU’RE HOPING TO SUCCEED AND YOU’RE TELLING STORIES TO YOUR HEAD YOU’RE MAKING YOUR HEART BLEED YOU’RE MAKING YOUR HEART BLEED Your crazy-mixed-up songs trapped in a screwed-down head Your right hand doesn’t know what the left-hand has said On an all-seeing gatepost hangs an ever-watchful gate Which opens to a garden handed to you on a plate Held out for more, more, more… AND YOU’RE READY… Some people would call it brave Some people would call it dumb, dumb, dumb Some people would call you misguided, deluded Yes, some, some, some… But your courageous elbows elbow people out the way And your bees-knees knees have no doubt Your enthusiastic piano is so easy to play And your sharp-eyed soul wants to feel the people shout More, more, more… AND YOU’RE READY…
8.
One of them’s hiding bottles in the washing machine The other knows it’s happening and thinks it’s obscene Each pretends the other doesn’t know what has been going on And it’s a long, long story in between One of them’s heart is broken, the other’s heart is stone They live together but truly live alone The cold they feel cuts deeper than the bone No-one speaks about it but it’s widely known LIFE ISN’T LIKE A WASHING MACHINE PUT YOUR LIES IN DIRTY THEY DON’T COME OUT CLEAN Undo the screws, look inside your head You’ll find a place no-one dares to tread Under the flowerpots behind the shed Tucked into the mattress of their very own bed Empty the lemonade replace it with gin Crawl into a burrow no-one else can get in Store up pleasure in the bottom of a bin Hope that no-one presses the button reading ‘spin’ LIFE… Inside the bicycle saddle bag In an unused cupboard wrapped in a rag Conceal the loved and hated swag Makes one despised, the other the nag Both of them concluding the other is mad How could you let things get so bad You’ve even made the child sad If one goes now will the other be glad LIFE…
9.
Mr Lovely 06:08
Mr Lovely’s out tonight, dressed up to his neck Happy as the moon as bright - in the mirror he makes a final check That everything’s right Mr Lovely’s hair is V-shaped, his teeth are sharp Unfortunately his last girl escaped when it wasn’t dark (oh well) He puts on his cape And all conditions are right MR LOVELY HE LOOKS NICE MR LOVELY WANTS TO MAKE THEM LOOK TWICE BEWARE OF MR LOVELY HE’S FAST AND MANY A GIRL HAS LOVED MR LOVELY IN THE PAST There’s a sparkle in his eye, he’s appearing at the bar He doesn’t have to try, she can already see he’s a star (small fry) To him it’s hello but for her it’s goodbye Truly she can’t say no Cos she’s actually hypnotised, she’s actually hypnotised MR LOVELY... And it’s of no use that she has a crucifix upon a chain around her neck And it’s of absolutely no use that she’s been eating garlic bread Cos he’s immune, he doesn’t dance to that old tune For he’s a modern and sensitive guy especially under a full moon And he takes her in his arms and charms her Mr Lovely’s back now - there’s a spring in his step and yet again There’s a girl on his arm somehow and he dearly craves her neck (yes really) He leads her to his bed and nothing is said And the duvet’s red ... MR LOVELY HE LOOKS NICE.
10.
I’ll leave my sofa on the pavement and write my goodbyes on the wall I’ll put my keys in the postbox, push my piano in the swimming pool I’ll place my records in the freezer, throw my trumpet down the drain I’ll set fire to the table and take the Sorry-For-Myself Train WOO-OO, IT’S A SLOW TRAIN AND IT STOPS AT EVERY STATION WOO-OO, I GOT A TICKET NOW I NEED AN EXPLANATION For why-yi-yi-yi-yi this hapens to me-e-e-e-ee Oh I-yi-yi-yi-yi am so unha-ha-ha-happy I’ll roast my shoes in the cooker and leave my books in the sink I’ll lose my ‘ccordion in the treetops and then I’ll drink all the drink I’ll hang my French horn on a lamp-post and leave my money in the rain I’ll push my bed out of the window and take the Sorry-For-Myself Train WOO-OO… For why-yi ... One foot in front of the other, I’ll walk slowly down the road Leaving everything on the wrong place and paying nothing that I owed I’m a mean old meany, I can’t be bothered to explain I’m just going to the platform to take the Sorry-For-Myself Train WOO-OO…
11.
The Whiteman 04:51
A curious man walks on the road It’s insanely dangerous but he’s not hurrying The creases in his face look like they run deep Could they be from smiling or from worrying The people in their cars give him an ugly stare But you know he’s somewhere else and he doesn’t care AND HE DRESSES ALL IN WHITE AND HE PICKS UP EVERYTHING IN SIGHT THEY CALL HIM THE WHITEMAN - WOOOO YEH THE WHITEMAN – WOOOO YEH THE WHITEMAN And his eyelids never blink And his skin is deadly pink And children are told ‘Don’t look into his face Cos he can cast a spell through the window of a car To get you, he doesn’t have to chase you’ And people do a double take as they’re flashing by He must be mad, he must be stupid Does he want to die AND HE DRESSES ALL IN WHITE I’m not as old as I look I’ve just had a hard time I’m not as mad as I seem, I’ve just fallen out of line I lost my family in 1983 And since then I’ve been walking And I’m sure someone used to love me And his jacket is white And his trousers are white And his shoes are white, are white And before his days of whiteness, yes, he used to be loved Perhaps they took him out in the starlight But now his occupation is weird And people tell their children he’s a man to be feared AND HE DRESSES ALL…
12.
Be by my side when I go to sleep Dry my tears when you see me weep Hold my hand in case I fall Answer me when you hear me call Wherever you go I will be with you Wherever you lie I will be there too Whenever you open your eyes I will be by your side There you’ll be close to me Oh there you’ll be close to me Whether I laugh or whether I cry You will be by my side THERE YOU’LL BE - CLOSE TO ME THERE YOU’LL BE - CLOSE TO ME THERE YOU’LL BE - CLOSE TO ME YOU WILL BE BY MY SIDE And if I hear you say my name I want you to say it again and again It makes me happy to see your face You know that you make my heart race Stay with me when my friends have gone Show me a place where I can belong Give me shelter when it starts to rain Welcome me back again
13.
J 04:48
Every evening she’d wait by the gate Felt so old though she was only eight Did he come - no, no, no Why, oh, why did he have to go Still she hoped he’d change his mind Still she waited until it was time To go to bed Without him again Oh daddy, you have left me Standing with his case on the floor Never kissed her, never more Did she cry - no, no, no Later the tears came with steady flow Still she hoped the day would come Still she longed for the rising sun To bring to her His footsteps on the path His familiar laugh His voice call her name His arms lifting her to the sky once again But daddy, you have left me
14.
I’M ON TUESDAY AND YOU’RE ON MONDAY WELL I TELL YOU TOMORROW LOOKS OKAY TO ME SO YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR – THE WORLD’S STILL HERE AT LEAST AS FAR AS I CAN SEE I hope the Queen isn’t listening to this conversation She’ll be laughing on the other side of the world This is the second best place to live I don’t care, I don’t want to be here I’M ON TUESDAY… But I might be wrong – you’ll have to trust my judgement I’m the kind of person who calls a cow ‘Darling’ I live down Moo Lane and wonder When I will see you - maybe next year I’M ON TUESDAY … SO FAR SO GOOD The sun is out the trees are green A bluer ocean you have never seen Out there it’s the next day Things have turned out okay The deserts glow, the mountains shine I imagine it’s always fine Over here, it’s the day before There’s someone tell me what’s in store .. SO FAR SO GOOD I’M ON TUESDAY AND YOU’RE ON MONDAY -

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Studio album released in 2004 on annA’s label RowdyMusic. 14 songs with annA playing piano, guitars, French horns, trumpets, Anklung, Electric harmonium & stylophone.
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Memorable and exceptional songs beautifully recorded.

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released January 26, 2004

Engineering, mixing and mastering: Mark Tucker Ibiza Studios, Devon, Woodworm Studios, Oxon, Presshouse Studios Devon, Rabbit Studios, Somerset & Velvet Studios, Devon.
Graphic design: Mick Toole
Illustrations and photos: annA rydeR

Players: annA rydeR, Dave Pegg, Gerry Conway and Simon Nicol, John Rabbit Bundrick (The Who), Clive Bunker, Maartin Allcock, PJ Wright, Mark Tucker and Oonagh Ryder.

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annA rydeR England, UK

annA rydeR is an original and inventive singer-songwriter with a musical style which spans an array of genres. A multi- instrumentalist with a poetic, intimate lyricism communicating her unique take on the world around her.

annA has played all over the UK and Europe, from small clubs to large festivals, and has six studio albums under her belt, featuring some of British folk's finest musicians.
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